Driving Hugo Home


Since 1997, I’ve been fairly obsessed with the poet Richard Hugo. Okay, really obsessed. Perhaps Hugo gave me a way of seeing the west and of assembling a family out here. Some people collect tourist keychains or tee shirts. Our family was hungry for places that resonated. We craved small towns with taverns and libraries; we looked for rivers we could wade and we slept on the banks. “Hugo wrote a poem about this town,” I once said to my husband Gary. We were standing in Wallace, Idaho. “There were whorehouses here until the mid-nineteen eighties.”

Or the time the two of us took three days off of work to head out to Tahola, Washington, a decrepit town with a spirited sandwich shop on the open Pacific. Despite a “Road Ends” sign, we burrowed into the trees, following the pavement until it ran to gravel and went uphill. Then, we came back down to town and had lunch.

That was the way to find Hugo. You headed out into the “west,” a place actually further east than the west where we lived, and you looked over the landscape. You hiked around, sometimes on “streets laid out by the insane.” Then, you went to a non-chain restaurant and ate. “Warm beer and lousy food,” the sign for the Club Bar in Philipsburg reads. That’s how we knew to go there.

Or this church. After reading the sign, you’d almost want to go in, wouldn’t you?

Walt Whitman in Marrakesh

Okay, I have to step away from Marrakesh for a bit. Getting up to Marrakesh is one thing, but what actually happened to us there—well, that’s really about joy and then tragedy. Then, the story goes trauma narrative. Mohammed Daoudi led me to the country; Ahmed Radi led me to the city; the Fulbright branch of the US Department of State led me to Cadi Ayyad University. Next thing you know, my husband Gary and our daughter Maddy and I are living in Riad Essalam, a pretty little crossroads on the northwest corner of the city, right up against the bled.

So, you can read about some of the story on my Marrakesh page. Just click on Walt Whitman in Marrakesh. That’s something I wrote along the way.

And, there will be more.


In the meantime, suffice it to say, I’ll be steering toward the elements that draw us to particular places. Are we genetically driven to live in certain regions? Do spiritual remnants pull us to particular places.

Here’s Maddy playing with some friends on the beach near Essaouira, on the Atlantic coast. As near as I can tell, she’s pre-disposed to seashores.